I am a happily married man who has been overcome recently by the realization that i can make love to a penis as wonderfully as I can to my wife.It is unfortunate that I dont feel able to expose my desires to her as truthfully as I feel them.She has made it known that my penis is hers and hers alone.But in reality it is mine and I cannot deny that the energy behind my climax is not truely hers alone.... For I keep in the back of my head my seceret lover.A lover that is fantasy only but in all reality keeps some of my penis.That lover is my secret man.A man who makes me complete as a lover and a man...

I do not say I have met my true secret lover but my fantasy is so real that I can feel him as if he aleady had me.I have had contact with some men and even one that may help me make some fraction of my fantasy cum real.I have already told him my fantasy about the massage.So in truth the mattress is mine.But he has alluded to his fantasy about the shower.... And so I want him to feel my own passion as I imagine us sharing our 1st true man to man shower....

This is not the 1st time I have felt you but perhaps it is the 1st time I have felt the true energy that drives your erection.Dont get me wrong! The 1st time we met was incredible.I was able to give you the massage of my fantasies.I had left my cum between your cheeks and again as I nestled my penis passionately beside yours.If I recall clearly not only did my cum strike your nipple but it also filled your navel.I will be grateful for making my fantasy cum true for the rest of my life but you had mentioned the shower and I know that my destiny was somewhere under the water.

You told me that it was time and I knew immediately what you ment.I pulled down my shorts and pulled off my top & I stood exposed to you.I immediately grabed my penis and began playing with the head.You smiled and said "...dont bother, I'll take care of that.Get in the shower."

I do not know why your simple and relaxed statement took such control of me.I only nodded and went off to warm up the shower.In the back of my mind my imagination was reeling."...what if he wants to do...."and "...what will I do if...."But these thoughts dissolved as I started the shower.As I adjusted the temperature I was totally aware that my penis was full to the point of leaking.

I walked in naked to the den.As my totally erect penis exposed all of my darkest desires I announced as carelessly as I could that "...your shower is ready!"You smiled and said with utter control "...I will be in when I am ready.Plz go in 1st and prepare yourself."I could only nod in complete assent and turn lustfully to the shower.

My mind had know idea what you ment but as a lathered my anus and cheeks I admitted I knew....as I stood toward the wall soaping up my penis I felt the rush of cool air on my ass as you entered the shower.My hands leave my penis behind as I let it go and spread myself against the wall.i wag my buttucks instinctively to expose my secret wish.You grab the soap and begin washing my back.All i can do is gasp and wag my ass desperately toward you.

Then I feel it!You have pulled yourself closely toward me and I feel your penis nestle totally between my ass cheeks.My mouth moves wordlessly as my head falls back.I prop my arms agaist the shower walls and thrust back my ass to invite the enevitable.

your soapy hands scrub my nipples clean as I gasp in heat.I thrust my hips back and catch your penis unaware.As I feel your head contact my anus squarely all my inhibitions dissapear.My rectum relaxes totally and sucks your penis in.I feel a rush unimagined as I feel your body slam totally against mine.

This fantasy is so confused I cannot tell if the anus is yours or mine. The rush of having my man lover touch me for real has totally wiped out the recall of what I am supposed to do.All I know is the reality of feeling his stiff drooling dick against my body has made all fantasies possible.I Nestle gratefully against him and close my eyes.I cannot wait to see what may happen next....